Start following my action

I tweeted a while ago...
'I find it difficult to focus on my core priorities I've spent 20 years focusing on empowering others to achieve theirs"
The quiet spaces between posts I am usually battling inner demons. There has been a lot going on.
Circumstances require that I dance beyond my cosy enclave of safe work and seek a larger challenge...
So I've stopped following my passion and started to follow my action.
It one of those things is n't it - you start seeing that theme everywhere once you start focusing on it... Mark Cuban's blog flitted across my twitter stream yesterday I'd read it before "Don’t follow your passions, follow your effort. It will lead you to your passions and to success, however you define it."
In my notebook from the 10th of April I have a quote
'to struggle and still have a lot to give'
I've lost sight of the where it came from but do recall the author a young woman using social media to talk openly about her battle with eating disorders and self harm -  I thank her its a wonderful thing in the face of adversity, challenges and what every life has thrown at her that she has made a choice to make a positive contribution.
What do you struggle with?